coffee + 3:30am =
Catching up with people I haven't seen in months always makes me recap specific time-spans, and how I must appear to someone who doesn't talk to me on at least a weekly basis. Everything I say sounds so general and simple when in reality these big steps took a lot of debating and spazzing and decision making and thinking. It's weird when I think about how many GOOD big things have happened since December.
I guess to be more specific I'm talking about Thomas and my Spring Concert job. Shloop!! They were the best and most unexpected things to happen to me this year.....and also the scariest.
[In kind of relevant but not really news...]
I recently decided (like last week) that my biggest fear in life is failing/settling. At ANYTHING. I'm hoping that my 3rd year of college isn't as good as it gets for me.
PMS = pessimistic thinking. Sheesh. I need to stop that.
Also,
I think my parents annoy me at maximum levels every June right before my birthday. I've noticed this pattern the past 3 or 4 years. Ridiculous. I really do appreciate every single thing they've done for me. But you'd think that my accomplishments and the fact that I've been doing so well after such a shitty year would show them that I am responsible and capable of doing things. Sheesh all over the world tonight. I needs to find me some roomies.
I guess to be more specific I'm talking about Thomas and my Spring Concert job. Shloop!! They were the best and most unexpected things to happen to me this year.....and also the scariest.
[In kind of relevant but not really news...]
I recently decided (like last week) that my biggest fear in life is failing/settling. At ANYTHING. I'm hoping that my 3rd year of college isn't as good as it gets for me.
PMS = pessimistic thinking. Sheesh. I need to stop that.
Also,
I think my parents annoy me at maximum levels every June right before my birthday. I've noticed this pattern the past 3 or 4 years. Ridiculous. I really do appreciate every single thing they've done for me. But you'd think that my accomplishments and the fact that I've been doing so well after such a shitty year would show them that I am responsible and capable of doing things. Sheesh all over the world tonight. I needs to find me some roomies.