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[carabear133]

I just got back from hanging out with him. And you know what? Everything is still ok. I still miss having a relationship with Brian, but just sitting down and having a drink together and talking about things was great! Just touching base. We both calmly said that we missed each other, but not being in a relationship with each other was a good thing. We both compared stories of times during these past couple of weeks when things were tough, and also when things were really good.

He's still my friend. He's still a part of my life. I still really value him as a person, and I still really enjoy knowing him. Why should I have to follow people's advice and just flat out never see him again? To me, I think I'm doing very good. I have gone from seeing or talking to him every single day to only seeing him once a week so far.

I told him that I really enjoyed this and I think this is a good idea for a while, because instead of wondering and worrying about things, I have feedback. It's hard to explain. But I'm liking my situation with him. I know that I wont feel like this every day. There will still probably be days when I'm totally pining over him, and depressed about the breakup. Those nights, I wont talk to him. But for tonight, everything is good. :o)

Now show me some love, you know you want to. ;)