Jan 26, 2006 00:44
I've always thought of myself as a very open-minded person. So why do I feel shocked that when I imagined the type of person I want to be with(personal ad...desperate, much?)that I imagined a woman? Maybe because at 29 years old I have only ever thought about marriage as being man and woman(at least for me). I've always thought that people should be able to get married to whoever they want, regardless of gender, so it's not that. It's just that whenever I thought of it I always imagined a man in the picture. Tonight was different though. I was in bed, thinking about who I could most imagine being with for the rest of my life, and I imagined falling asleep next to, and waking up with, a woman. It was bizzare.
BTW, I'm really really high...I might have to edit this in the morning and then hide in shame.