Live EVERY DAY... like its your LAST!
Isn't it weird! I didnt even know her? I saw her that week and thought how pretty she was and I kinda wish I'd known her becuz I've heard such great things about her! But I never got the chance to!
But isnt it weird that even though I'd NEVER met her... EVERYTIME a sad song comes on the radio... I CRY! And you guys know that I dont cry over much! I just think of how her boyfriend must feel having to deal with not having her around! And he prolly feels like its his fault even tho its not! I've heard he's not doing that great! I mean... who would!
EVERYTIME I hear a sad song on the radio that makes me think about her or her boyfriend or the whole situation in general... I CRY! Becuz I think about how I'd feel if I were to lose one of you guys... or Matthew for that matter! Guys... I dunno! I'd be... like broken FOREVER! I just wanna cry!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? I've been in such a weird mood lately like I'm bi-polar or something and I dunno whats wrong? I feel like I'm depressed... yet I have NOTHING to be depressed about! I have the ALMOST perfect life! My boyfriend is A BLESSING... EVERYDAY I thank God for him... and my friends... are AMAZING! My life is great... I dunno whats wrong with me? Why do I feel so depressed! I'm a senior and my life is about to start... I guess thats it! I'm scared! I'm afraid of never seeing you guys again! I'm afraid of something bad happening! Matt calls me his worry worm... and really I am! I live everyday SCARED that something bad is gonna happen! I dont do it on purpose... I just cant help it sometimes! WHY AM I LIKE THIS? I dunno!
But isnt it weird that even though I'd NEVER met her... EVERYTIME a sad song comes on the radio... I CRY! And you guys know that I dont cry over much! I just think of how her boyfriend must feel having to deal with not having her around! And he prolly feels like its his fault even tho its not! I've heard he's not doing that great! I mean... who would!
EVERYTIME I hear a sad song on the radio that makes me think about her or her boyfriend or the whole situation in general... I CRY! Becuz I think about how I'd feel if I were to lose one of you guys... or Matthew for that matter! Guys... I dunno! I'd be... like broken FOREVER! I just wanna cry!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? I've been in such a weird mood lately like I'm bi-polar or something and I dunno whats wrong? I feel like I'm depressed... yet I have NOTHING to be depressed about! I have the ALMOST perfect life! My boyfriend is A BLESSING... EVERYDAY I thank God for him... and my friends... are AMAZING! My life is great... I dunno whats wrong with me? Why do I feel so depressed! I'm a senior and my life is about to start... I guess thats it! I'm scared! I'm afraid of never seeing you guys again! I'm afraid of something bad happening! Matt calls me his worry worm... and really I am! I live everyday SCARED that something bad is gonna happen! I dont do it on purpose... I just cant help it sometimes! WHY AM I LIKE THIS? I dunno!