LOVE makes everything better...

Sep 14, 2005 18:39

So... I'm sick! It sux... I HATE being sick! I'm NEVER sick... but when I am... its always BAD sick! I'm on this GROSS medicine for 2 weeks... and today I just have NO ENERGY at all! My Matthew is fishin with his grandpa and I hope maybe he'll come see me afterwards and make me smile! I really love him more than you can imagine! Its kinda weird to think that this time last year we were just best friends! Dont get me wrong... he still is my best friend... but in a different way! Guys... before Matthew... I forgot what it was like to just look at someone... and smile for no reason! He's changed my whole life and I think he's my "guardian angel"... I know I know... sounds dumb... but seriously! He came into my life and saved me from making stupid mistakes again and he totally turned my life around for the better! And showed me what true love is! I LOVE MATTHEW AARON ALBERS!

Something TOTALLY unexpected happened to me today... Courtney and I are now friends again! She's not mad at me anymore and she forgave me! Guys... you dunno how long I've been waiting for that! It drove me nuts! Love ya girl! XOXO!

How come no one reads this anymore! If you guys do... you dont write back to me! Makes me sad!

My pretties Alison and Shannon... I just wanna say I love you guys! We still have to initiate Shannon! What are we gonna do... Alison... its gotta be AWESOME! LOVE YA! XOXO!

So... I guess good things come out of a bad day! It's been 5 years today since my great grandpa passed away and its been kinda hard becuz I was pretty close to him and I didnt get to go to his funeral and he didnt want me to see him before he passed becuz he wanted me to remember him for how he was! *9*14*00*-WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU PAPPY!

Well... I dont feel good and remembering that just made me feel worse... so... I'm out!

Leave me some love! XOXO!
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