I wanna fix things... but there's nothing left to say... except... I'm sorry!!!!!
I love when it rains... but I also hate it...
I hate it becuz it makes me sad and it makes me think about things and miss them... it makes me wanna cry and I cant help it... I cant seem to hold it back...
Why? Why do things have to be like they are? I'm SO in love with him dont get me wrong... its NOT him... its her... she was my best friend! Why'd things have to turn out like this...
I cant stop thinking about it... its driving me insane... I cried last night thinking about it and reading some stuff and I cried a little bit ago too! Its not the same anymore without her!
I'm SO happy... but theres also a hole in my heart that I cant fix! Why cant I fix it? Why wont it just go away or heal or something! I dont wanna be like this forever! I dont wanna miss her like I do... why do I have to miss her?
Becuz I broke her heart... I never meant to I swear! I never knew you could be in love and have a broken heart at the same time! She was my best friend... and I let her slip through my fingers! I cant seem to stop thinking about this... things are never gonna be the same... I just wish they didnt have to be like they are right now!
On another note...
Tomorrow is Matthew and I's 3 month and I'm SO excited to "surprise" him with our date and his present! Shannon... I got it today... its SO cute! I have to tell you what I did!
I'm off to watch my sisters... got paid $150 today for watching my cousins for 3 days! MONEY... oh and I dont remember if I told you guys but I have an interview at Chick Fil A on Monday at 10:30... YAY!
Well... I'm out... but please pray for me that everything will be ok! I miss her!
I LOVE YOU! XOXO!
I hate it becuz it makes me sad and it makes me think about things and miss them... it makes me wanna cry and I cant help it... I cant seem to hold it back...
Why? Why do things have to be like they are? I'm SO in love with him dont get me wrong... its NOT him... its her... she was my best friend! Why'd things have to turn out like this...
I cant stop thinking about it... its driving me insane... I cried last night thinking about it and reading some stuff and I cried a little bit ago too! Its not the same anymore without her!
I'm SO happy... but theres also a hole in my heart that I cant fix! Why cant I fix it? Why wont it just go away or heal or something! I dont wanna be like this forever! I dont wanna miss her like I do... why do I have to miss her?
Becuz I broke her heart... I never meant to I swear! I never knew you could be in love and have a broken heart at the same time! She was my best friend... and I let her slip through my fingers! I cant seem to stop thinking about this... things are never gonna be the same... I just wish they didnt have to be like they are right now!
On another note...
Tomorrow is Matthew and I's 3 month and I'm SO excited to "surprise" him with our date and his present! Shannon... I got it today... its SO cute! I have to tell you what I did!
I'm off to watch my sisters... got paid $150 today for watching my cousins for 3 days! MONEY... oh and I dont remember if I told you guys but I have an interview at Chick Fil A on Monday at 10:30... YAY!
Well... I'm out... but please pray for me that everything will be ok! I miss her!
I LOVE YOU! XOXO!