Jun 11, 2010 19:05
im struggling with how i want my life to proceed. i had a plan when i came here but im so unhappy away from my family. i need a companion you know someone who shows affection and no matter how close allison and i are i just cant get that from her bahaha. i enjoy getting to know new people learning their likes and dislikes is fun and interesting. i like the freedom being away from home. he ability to take off n go to the beach for the weekend is awesome. my heart just is not here but i really wish it were i think i could easily be happy here. whatever im done.