today is a non work day!

[cara_kalfus]

Almost 10 and I'm still in my pj's well ha ha something resembling pj's anyway. this morning has really started rough i mean seriously i have just been in this mood since after work yesterday. I'm feeling like a worthless piece of crap pretty much i have a wish list a mile long i hope to accomplish today to help out i guess i really wanna work for my keep. but back to this morning i was feeling like crap when i went to bed so when alex made his normal early morning call i wasn't much for talking but i begged him not to hang up on me. i guess i just wanted to know he was there and i needed someone to talk to about shit but i couldn't get the words out. but he sat there patiently and listened to me grumble about nothing and then drift off to sleep. thnx alex :). anyway woke up not too early actually with peyton stepped on a block and hurt my freakin foot. had a fajita for breakfast allison will die when she reads that ha ha. made peyton pizza burnt my hand. broke a glass i think i owe them a whole pack. then i go to put laundry in the washer and sure enough a fresh hot steaming pile of cat shit. never again in my life will there be a cat in my home i dont care how much my sig. other or child whines. i like cats but they dont love me. anyway it was on a towel so i disposed properly and quarantined said towel. then i snooped somewhere i shouuldnt have been snooping and saw something that hurt my feelings. i shed a tear and put things in perspective. i gab too much sometimes as well and say things that would hurt that persons feelings often. so i resolved that it was not intended to hurt me and am making a promise to have a more positive attitude towards that person and besides they treat everyone like shit why should i get better treatment? i shouldn't well off to attack the list this fine morning. hmmm the tasks at hand

cat box
computer room
living room
laundry
kitchen
remove pile o dirt from my rooom
bathroom
trash from kitchen
bathe branga
hmmmm that last one should probably go before the bathroom cleaning note to self.

anyway im out
love always
cara