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Has anyone ever been just kinda stuck in a relationship? I don't know what to do. I like my boyfriend a lot but im not uber happy being in this relationship, but i'm not unhappy either. There's just no real spark anymore and we're so completely different. He's older, lives far away, and works all the time. I'm younger, in need of some direction, and I go to high school. Although, I really dont want to be alone right now which may sound cowardly. Probably because it is. I don't know. My problem is that I can't let my guard down to these people I date. And when I do find someone I really care about, usually unexpectedly, there's always some big circumstance or complication that prevents anything real from igniting.
Maybe I should just shut down and wait for college.
Maybe I should just shut down and wait for college.