ahh....home
Well I got home Friday night, and learned that my brother had busted the transmission pan on his car(or something like that) anyways, its not drivable. So he has to ride the big yellow bus to school. :D How embarassing...aww I feel for him...no I'm lying.
He's 16, he's been a licensed driver for all of 3 months. In these 3 months, he's become obsessed with this car, yeah I like it, it is nice, but it isn't the world. He's also turned goth/punk or whatever, I'm not sure if the two are connected or not. But anyways he's driven his car at speeds of 105 miles an hour. AND it's ok because he knows where the cops are. Yeah, I bet he does...wtf?
He is such my opposite it's bizarre. Me, I would never think of driving that fast especially on the backroads where he did, around here a deer could jump out at any second, that would be a problem. He is apparantly thinking the parents are wrong for punishing him for his little accident...yeah they paid for the car and his insurance. We're just so different and I see this so much more now. I'm actually sort of scared of him to be honest.
He wears black, and only black it seems. He died his hair black, he wears a skull ring on his finger, and he paints his nails black sometimes. :| He also has a weird attitude that I can't really describe. He says people believe he does drugs and drinks, now I don't think he does, but who would want people to think that?
Tonight he told me I wasn't "punk" because I'm a conformist because I shop at Aeropostale. So what? I genuinely like the clothes from there. It isn't like Aeropostale is the #1 most popular store, now is it? But anyways then he claims I'm also not "punk" because I care what people think of me. I won't lie, some people's opinions matter to me. What's wrong with that? I don't like worry my life away if someone doesn't like me, but it's nice when people have a positive image of you. He claimed he didn't care what anyone thought of him. I said that was bull, because everyone cares to a point. If you think you don't care what ANYONE thinks of you, I'm talking friends and family here, then you are in denial.
My grandma is scared of him too, because she said "Don't get too weird on me now Jason" and you know what? HE GOT MAD ABOUT IT! *sigh* it is very difficult to understand why he has turned out so differently. I fought with my parents A LOT. But when I did it, I yelled and screamed and let out what I was feeling. I don't think that he does that..he bottles things up. I think it's like eating away at him. But I don't know this is just speculations.
Now that that's over...I went shopping*grocery* with my mom today. That was nice and fun, well sort of. Grocery isn't my idea of fun shopping, but whatever, I got some stuff I needed, plus some I didn't :p
Then we had a house warming type thing for my cousin. She just got a new house so they had a bonfire. It was fun, a good evening for it, and it's always nice to see family!
Then Kelly came over and we watched "Jersey Girl" that was very good, and not at all what I expected.Plus Ben Affleck is pretty cute.
Enough rambling...and Happy Halloween!
He's 16, he's been a licensed driver for all of 3 months. In these 3 months, he's become obsessed with this car, yeah I like it, it is nice, but it isn't the world. He's also turned goth/punk or whatever, I'm not sure if the two are connected or not. But anyways he's driven his car at speeds of 105 miles an hour. AND it's ok because he knows where the cops are. Yeah, I bet he does...wtf?
He is such my opposite it's bizarre. Me, I would never think of driving that fast especially on the backroads where he did, around here a deer could jump out at any second, that would be a problem. He is apparantly thinking the parents are wrong for punishing him for his little accident...yeah they paid for the car and his insurance. We're just so different and I see this so much more now. I'm actually sort of scared of him to be honest.
He wears black, and only black it seems. He died his hair black, he wears a skull ring on his finger, and he paints his nails black sometimes. :| He also has a weird attitude that I can't really describe. He says people believe he does drugs and drinks, now I don't think he does, but who would want people to think that?
Tonight he told me I wasn't "punk" because I'm a conformist because I shop at Aeropostale. So what? I genuinely like the clothes from there. It isn't like Aeropostale is the #1 most popular store, now is it? But anyways then he claims I'm also not "punk" because I care what people think of me. I won't lie, some people's opinions matter to me. What's wrong with that? I don't like worry my life away if someone doesn't like me, but it's nice when people have a positive image of you. He claimed he didn't care what anyone thought of him. I said that was bull, because everyone cares to a point. If you think you don't care what ANYONE thinks of you, I'm talking friends and family here, then you are in denial.
My grandma is scared of him too, because she said "Don't get too weird on me now Jason" and you know what? HE GOT MAD ABOUT IT! *sigh* it is very difficult to understand why he has turned out so differently. I fought with my parents A LOT. But when I did it, I yelled and screamed and let out what I was feeling. I don't think that he does that..he bottles things up. I think it's like eating away at him. But I don't know this is just speculations.
Now that that's over...I went shopping*grocery* with my mom today. That was nice and fun, well sort of. Grocery isn't my idea of fun shopping, but whatever, I got some stuff I needed, plus some I didn't :p
Then we had a house warming type thing for my cousin. She just got a new house so they had a bonfire. It was fun, a good evening for it, and it's always nice to see family!
Then Kelly came over and we watched "Jersey Girl" that was very good, and not at all what I expected.Plus Ben Affleck is pretty cute.
Enough rambling...and Happy Halloween!