Oct 30, 2004 13:21
It kinda sucks how everyone has all these wonderful Halloween plans, and I have literaly nothing to do. I guess I'm going to sit at home and watch tv or read a book or something. It's too bad I don't know anyone whose having a party. It's also too bad that I'm not 21 yet because I could just go out and celebrate at a bar. But that can't happen until July 26th. Oh well.
Once again, I wish I had some kind of life. I just have a strange feeling that when I go back to school is when I'm going to start having a fun life, but I won't be able to do the majority of that fun stuff because I will be in school. Life is always backwards.
Yesturday I went to the mall with James and I dropped off an application at Ann Taylor Loft and then they interviewed me and I guess she seemed to like me but she said I wouldn't be able to get 40 hours a week. Which I really want. But she did like how I could work any day any time. So, she said she would get back to me within the next week. We'll see how that goes.
Last night I got drunk and it was great. It was a REALLY happy drunk.
I was like: hey guys do you ever just feel like smiling for a really long time?? Like really long and not stopping
Paul: no. never.
Jesse: yeah all the time.
me: i just want to smile forever (continued smiling for a long time)
paul and jesse were both completely sober for the convo but througout the whole conversation i was crackin up. and then they turned on a porno from On demond or some shit.
that was probably my most exciting night in a couple weeks besides last saturday when me, kate, mitch and freddy went to the club. that was fun. but i wasn't realy drunk.