I'm tired of this effing rain
Well, I only have 8 more days of regular classes. Finals start on Thursday, June 1st and we have Memorial day off. I am so done with Sanford High School. The underclassmen make me want to punch myself in the face, and the administration just gets.. well, I don't know what their problem is, but they are tightening their grip on us more and more and being more and more picky about what they will accept for graduating. It's really getting on my nerves. Also, I just seriously lack motivation. I'm tired and I've had enough of doing pointless homework. Especially English where we took so much damn time on Macbeth now he has to like pile 6 assessments on us in like 2 weeks and it's... not cool. Whatever. But I got a 42 on a test in Statistics the other day, and I don't even really care... not enough to want to stay after and fix it, and in Accounting I'm just so tired in the morning I space when she's explaining stuff so I have no idea how to do it and totally fudge homework and I don't even care, because I'm just tired of school and work.
Haven't been riding much lately. Haven't gone on a Tuesday in like forever because of the crappy weather or accidentally making plans with people, and I haven't been to a lesson in a bit because Prom was last Saturday. Ahhh. I don't even know if I want to show this summer. I don't really know if I want to ride at UNH. Like I love riding, I love jumping, but I'm more interested in training youngsters than competing, really. Competing is just exhausting, and I'm not a flashy rider. Like I'm a good rider, I know what I'm doing, but I have terrible equitation, because I just don't think about it that much and yeah... whatever.
Yeah, but anyway. I don't want to get into the 'romance' department, because I just don't want to because... nobody, but Courtney knows what's up and I'd like to keep it that way, because quite frankly. It's not really anyone's business because I really only hang out with Courtney now a days and none of you know or will know the person I like anyway.
But I will say that I am an extremely happy camper... excluding the SHITTY AS WEATHER... and I would not trade my life for anything.
Haven't been riding much lately. Haven't gone on a Tuesday in like forever because of the crappy weather or accidentally making plans with people, and I haven't been to a lesson in a bit because Prom was last Saturday. Ahhh. I don't even know if I want to show this summer. I don't really know if I want to ride at UNH. Like I love riding, I love jumping, but I'm more interested in training youngsters than competing, really. Competing is just exhausting, and I'm not a flashy rider. Like I'm a good rider, I know what I'm doing, but I have terrible equitation, because I just don't think about it that much and yeah... whatever.
Yeah, but anyway. I don't want to get into the 'romance' department, because I just don't want to because... nobody, but Courtney knows what's up and I'd like to keep it that way, because quite frankly. It's not really anyone's business because I really only hang out with Courtney now a days and none of you know or will know the person I like anyway.
But I will say that I am an extremely happy camper... excluding the SHITTY AS WEATHER... and I would not trade my life for anything.