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Today. I was sitting in the spare bedroom of our house. Which used to be my room, and coincidentally. Before I was... conceived was supposed to be the guest bedroom. Anyway. That's all beside the point. I was sitting there. And I had a moment where I just kind of froze and I was thinking a lot and I felt panicked.
I feel trapped. In my life right now. Well. I know I'm not, really, but I feel like I am and I don't like that feeling. Not that I'm not enjoying my life I just feel like I have no control over it right now. Or what will happen in the future.
Blah. I need stability and routine back in my life. Aka. Yes. Sadly enough.
School.
I don't feel well. I haven't felt 100% in.. about 3 weeks.
Oh well.
I feel trapped. In my life right now. Well. I know I'm not, really, but I feel like I am and I don't like that feeling. Not that I'm not enjoying my life I just feel like I have no control over it right now. Or what will happen in the future.
Blah. I need stability and routine back in my life. Aka. Yes. Sadly enough.
School.
I don't feel well. I haven't felt 100% in.. about 3 weeks.
Oh well.