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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For loving you, I blame myself
Seeing your picture it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
I heard this song today and it kinda made sence to me, but i'm still confused.....but I guess i'll never know.....you not wanting to talk to me about it, becaue its "over and done with" i guess i'll just keep on never knowing......it was werid, today someone asked me who's ring I was wearing around my neck, and I hesitated, and for the first time, didn't know what to say......because can you call what we have a relationship, if its "open"?? I don't know...i've never had one before....I never had to worry about the "openness".....I also got thinking today, on my way home......why am I so parinoid all the time.....I rally can't find the answer to that.....I guess its just becasue i've been hurt so bad in the past.....I have never let my gaurd down without knowing what could happen from all angles.....but this time, I didn't even think, becaue I was told I didn't have to worry.....and even though you keep telling me that I don't have to worry, I can't help but think that there has to be something else, just because in every other case....there has been somthing else.......I don't know......things are just way to complicated for me to deal with right now.....forget it....it doesn't matter...
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For loving you, I blame myself
Seeing your picture it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
I heard this song today and it kinda made sence to me, but i'm still confused.....but I guess i'll never know.....you not wanting to talk to me about it, becaue its "over and done with" i guess i'll just keep on never knowing......it was werid, today someone asked me who's ring I was wearing around my neck, and I hesitated, and for the first time, didn't know what to say......because can you call what we have a relationship, if its "open"?? I don't know...i've never had one before....I never had to worry about the "openness".....I also got thinking today, on my way home......why am I so parinoid all the time.....I rally can't find the answer to that.....I guess its just becasue i've been hurt so bad in the past.....I have never let my gaurd down without knowing what could happen from all angles.....but this time, I didn't even think, becaue I was told I didn't have to worry.....and even though you keep telling me that I don't have to worry, I can't help but think that there has to be something else, just because in every other case....there has been somthing else.......I don't know......things are just way to complicated for me to deal with right now.....forget it....it doesn't matter...