FALLEN OFF THE WAGON
So I have been good for the last five years no cheating but I went out on Saturday and stumbled out of the wagon. Well I havn't actually cheated yet but I am struggling. I have a phone number and have been talking sexually to Ty he is so not my type but damn I am horny and my husband does nothing for me. I like the thrill of cheating and the sex is a plus. A big plus. ;) I LOVE COCK and I don't know why I have to commit to only one for the rest of my life. I want Ty and I want him bad. He has a girlfriend and was married but is now divorced they cheated on eachother. LOL I don't have to worry about him telling my husband but we go to the same college and so do my husbands family memebers and friends. I tryed to act like we were just casual friends but I think I may have looked more like a horny teenage girl crushing on the tall sexy guy that looks way out of my league. AHHHHHH!!! We plan on meeting tomorrow but I am suppose to start my period soon and well damnit I want him inside my va-JJ. LOL I suppose if I do start it will be a nice blow job for him and a lonely va-JJ for me. Oh and i just found out he likes the position reverse cowgirl. I prefer doggie style and so neither of us likes to be in control. LOL I want a guy who will take charge but now I am not sure if it is him or maybe I am just looking for an excuse to be a good girl and not meet him. Oh fuck it!! I want him naked and me riding him hard I can take charge but I won't like it so maybe I will fuck him and find another guy who will be controlling. See this is what happens to an addict. I am addicted to cheating and sex but I like it rough and I like to be held down with strong arms. I like the guy to take charge and tell me how he wants me and where he's gonna put his big cock. If I scream I want him to go even harder at me. I want him to take away any control I have and make me like it! Damn, I am horny. I can't wait till tomorrow!