hey you.. out in the cold always doing what your told
I have onje question I want everyone to answer right now. Who here has a problem with Shawn?
I just feel as though people do not like him and if that is that case then tell me. Not other people. Its like bitching to your mom if your teacher gives you a bad grade. She can't do anything about it.
Since I really screwed up last semester and there is no way to find another roommmate I might not go to lock haven. I do not care if anyone gets pissed off. I am doing this because a) I am unhappy there and b) to go there and tell the guy i want nothing to do with him and then have to live with his sister won't work.
If anyone has problems withthis let me know. I just want to say that if you say I" think you should give it another chance" or (since i know people in Lock Haven) "I think you should come back and just hang with me" I will think you are being selfish.
I would love to say this has nothing to do with Shawn but he is a small part of it. I know it would be weird with me up there with all that has happened on top of the fact that I will be rooming with the kid's sister.
(wow i just tasted blood in my mouth blood meaning an iron taste)
Also I am not happy up there. Hell I wont even see my old roommate who I love!! lol We had fun watching Teen Girl Squad at 2:00am.
I don't really like my new roommate. Laura is cool and everything but somethings I can't stand. She does drugs... I can look past that but still I don't like it much. Terrence will be up our asses and I hate him. Laura let me know she is half gay before school let out. I don't think I can do that. Tim... Well Tim is Laura's emotional dependant boyfriend. See she can't tell him the truth he has all her passwords to everything and he is so weird. He doesn't want her to go out with a group of girls or anything. i can't stand that.
I know her brother will not let me alone even if I tell him too. I don't want to hurt Shawn anymore and I don't want to hurt him. It's a no win situation.
I want to be closer to home and to Shawn/. If that sounds wrong well so be it. To him 70 miles isn't far. It's not too bad for me now either. I will have a car but still. To pay thousands of dollars to live up there for 2 days is really stupid.
Oh it's stupid to pay more money and go to the mount or to PSU altoona and still have to drive but I am at home and I can get a job (yes a job) and work while I go to school. It will be easier.
So I think I will look at PSU altoona (trust me I probably wont go there) and the mount to see which I can get into (The Mt. takes people with over 900 on their SATs!!! I'm in I hope) and then I will apply and contact LHU if I make it in to transfer.
I want to know everyone's input. Not that it matters. I mean that might sound rude but this is what I want to do and I'm doing it.
Someone told me that no matter what i choose they were behind me. That means more to me than anything else.
God My Mom is going to Kill me....
I have to go get ready to leave. My mom is picking my up and then I'm going home. Shawn didn't say goodbye this mornig so I am sad. Oh well. I will be at home in about an hour. I have dishes to do!!!
Damn Maid she should be replaced!
I just feel as though people do not like him and if that is that case then tell me. Not other people. Its like bitching to your mom if your teacher gives you a bad grade. She can't do anything about it.
Since I really screwed up last semester and there is no way to find another roommmate I might not go to lock haven. I do not care if anyone gets pissed off. I am doing this because a) I am unhappy there and b) to go there and tell the guy i want nothing to do with him and then have to live with his sister won't work.
If anyone has problems withthis let me know. I just want to say that if you say I" think you should give it another chance" or (since i know people in Lock Haven) "I think you should come back and just hang with me" I will think you are being selfish.
I would love to say this has nothing to do with Shawn but he is a small part of it. I know it would be weird with me up there with all that has happened on top of the fact that I will be rooming with the kid's sister.
(wow i just tasted blood in my mouth blood meaning an iron taste)
Also I am not happy up there. Hell I wont even see my old roommate who I love!! lol We had fun watching Teen Girl Squad at 2:00am.
I don't really like my new roommate. Laura is cool and everything but somethings I can't stand. She does drugs... I can look past that but still I don't like it much. Terrence will be up our asses and I hate him. Laura let me know she is half gay before school let out. I don't think I can do that. Tim... Well Tim is Laura's emotional dependant boyfriend. See she can't tell him the truth he has all her passwords to everything and he is so weird. He doesn't want her to go out with a group of girls or anything. i can't stand that.
I know her brother will not let me alone even if I tell him too. I don't want to hurt Shawn anymore and I don't want to hurt him. It's a no win situation.
I want to be closer to home and to Shawn/. If that sounds wrong well so be it. To him 70 miles isn't far. It's not too bad for me now either. I will have a car but still. To pay thousands of dollars to live up there for 2 days is really stupid.
Oh it's stupid to pay more money and go to the mount or to PSU altoona and still have to drive but I am at home and I can get a job (yes a job) and work while I go to school. It will be easier.
So I think I will look at PSU altoona (trust me I probably wont go there) and the mount to see which I can get into (The Mt. takes people with over 900 on their SATs!!! I'm in I hope) and then I will apply and contact LHU if I make it in to transfer.
I want to know everyone's input. Not that it matters. I mean that might sound rude but this is what I want to do and I'm doing it.
Someone told me that no matter what i choose they were behind me. That means more to me than anything else.
God My Mom is going to Kill me....
I have to go get ready to leave. My mom is picking my up and then I'm going home. Shawn didn't say goodbye this mornig so I am sad. Oh well. I will be at home in about an hour. I have dishes to do!!!
Damn Maid she should be replaced!