come one, come all, its the end of the world.

[captwastedface]

so today is fabulous. 
and i really thought that i would regret going back
but i don't.
i'm happy with the way things are. 
and regardless of what anyone says, i know its not just sex. 
you don't do those thngs when its just sex. 
i'm taking him out tomorrow after he gets off work.
for the simple fact that i like taking people out and buying them dinner. 
plus if we end up going through with our beach camping plans, 
he can pay haha.

i forgot how amazing manchester orchestra is. 
i want to marry them all.

it feels so good to have a little bit of money. 
if my parents only knew how grateful i am for them sending me my share of the $.
its horrible that i only came into it because my grandma passed, 
but that just makes me even grateful to have it. 
i'm not trying to rub it in, 
you just don't understand how much having all my debts paid off and having some money helps.
there is such a weight lifted from me knowing my debts are gone and that now when I'm 45 
I won't have horrible credit ruining my life because of mistakes i made now.
the slate is clear. 
it is time to start this over. 
and do it right.
once and for all.

ah, sweet life.