life's too short, death doesn't ask. it doesn't owe you that.
I wonder how long someone else's agenda has been sitting in front of me...
oops...
last night was intense.
seth and i decided to make some grub, get high, drink some Jack, and have a good night.
but.
on the contrary.
life got in the way.
I'm begininng to think that ending this psuedo-relationship is what needs to be done.
We want different things.
I just wish you would stop saying things like how i have a power over you...
I'm probably over reacting, that always seems to be the case but whatev.
I want so badly to cut this off right now,
but I probably won't.
I quit smoking cigs.
Today makes for Day Two without nicotine.
It sucks.
Wish me luck.
I only wanna say a few words bout Mar being in the hospital.
When I first heard, my only response was, "why her? it should've been me,i'd rather it have been me."
She's my person.
If she was ever gone, who could even try to take her place??
ps. tara, i love your icon. i really was just thinking how he'd make such a pretty one.