What do you have to say for yourself??
So right when I feel like I can start trusting what guys say,
I pull into his driveway at 4am and she is there.
WTF. I mean seriously.
Stop fucking playing me.
I am so sick of this bullshit.
Don't be all over me, telling me this and that, saying how much you've missed me,
then go to bed with another girl.
I just wish this was all so much simpler.
I understand we aren't 'together' but that doesn't mean you have to play these little fucking highschool games with me.
I'm so angry and upset right now but not...
That makes no sense to anyone, unless you are in my head.
Maybe its just cause I am in no way shocked that once again shit is going down.
I can't be shocked by things guys, or anyone for that matter, pull.
I cannot wait to hear what lame ass excuse he's going to use.
Should be pretty fucking funny.
I will not be that dumb girl anymore, and I will not let you make me her.
I know what's up, and I'm not going to bite my tongue or hold my breath about it anymore.
On a much better note, Seth and I partied with Ambar last night.
It was awesome, I absolutely love that girl.
And Seth got so drunk it was hilarious.
Gotta love that kid.
Gotta court date tomorrow...
totally not looking forward to it.
I hate court.
Fuck the man.
I really want to start updating in here more, like i used to.
I read a bunch of old entries yesterday and it was intense.
This is a quote from one, a little less than a year ago.
Funny how things turn out...
"and I wish there was a way to capture certain moments exactly as they happened, forever.
Like three best friends, singing at the top of their lungs to "Free Fallin."
Smoking cigarettes with the windows down, at two am.
Couldn't have been anymore perfect.
It's moments like that I wish I could capture forever.
Because it's moments like those that I live for.
I really don't realize how lucky I am sometimes.
If I ever lost either of them, to anything or anyone, I'd loose a piece of me."
Wow.
That cut like a knife when I read it...
Today sucks.
I totally should've worn mismatched socks ..
I pull into his driveway at 4am and she is there.
WTF. I mean seriously.
Stop fucking playing me.
I am so sick of this bullshit.
Don't be all over me, telling me this and that, saying how much you've missed me,
then go to bed with another girl.
I just wish this was all so much simpler.
I understand we aren't 'together' but that doesn't mean you have to play these little fucking highschool games with me.
I'm so angry and upset right now but not...
That makes no sense to anyone, unless you are in my head.
Maybe its just cause I am in no way shocked that once again shit is going down.
I can't be shocked by things guys, or anyone for that matter, pull.
I cannot wait to hear what lame ass excuse he's going to use.
Should be pretty fucking funny.
I will not be that dumb girl anymore, and I will not let you make me her.
I know what's up, and I'm not going to bite my tongue or hold my breath about it anymore.
On a much better note, Seth and I partied with Ambar last night.
It was awesome, I absolutely love that girl.
And Seth got so drunk it was hilarious.
Gotta love that kid.
Gotta court date tomorrow...
totally not looking forward to it.
I hate court.
Fuck the man.
I really want to start updating in here more, like i used to.
I read a bunch of old entries yesterday and it was intense.
This is a quote from one, a little less than a year ago.
Funny how things turn out...
"and I wish there was a way to capture certain moments exactly as they happened, forever.
Like three best friends, singing at the top of their lungs to "Free Fallin."
Smoking cigarettes with the windows down, at two am.
Couldn't have been anymore perfect.
It's moments like that I wish I could capture forever.
Because it's moments like those that I live for.
I really don't realize how lucky I am sometimes.
If I ever lost either of them, to anything or anyone, I'd loose a piece of me."
Wow.
That cut like a knife when I read it...
Today sucks.
I totally should've worn mismatched socks ..