all the thoughts like christmas lights tangled in a box.
if a tree falls in a forest and no body or thing was around, would it make a sound?
so many theories life can no longer be simple.
i heard that the elections might be stopped short by the law under the patriot act in which if the country would enter a state of emergency (probably close the the election date) the president would maintain his or her position as president indefinitely. i haven't looked into it and i'm not sure if i'd rather look into it or just be surprised when a major US city is destroyed or whatnot. why i even include surprise as an option i don't know. so he'll be president still and probably get a whole term out of it. the term ending in november of 2012. and the next election will be the last due to the end of the world in that december. a prediction shown by the mayans in their calender which up to the day is spot on with solar and lunar eclipses. i think i should really dig into that stuff. to know whether or not i should live like its my last 4 years alive.
so many people earth can no longer sustain so much life
i finished the song. and its becoming sort of a therapy to play and sing. and i'm sure i'm getting better.
thats a fourth of my life right now.
friends is another fourth
probation and work .. the last half..
quiznos is not bad. i need to ask about that management job they offered. they haven't spoken of it in a while. they started showing me the scheme of inventory and ordering online. that's where they seemingly taught me into a corner and weren't sure where to go from there. anyways, i'd like to be making more money to get this damned probation out of the way. its costing me a total of 1520 dollars. and i've gotten that down to 1220. soon to be around 790. my whole next check has to go to the beautiful state of texas. and as for the five page essay on the dangers of smoking marijuana.. my god they're just fucking with me. i'm gonna take my time and write a really good one. because it oughta keep me busy for at least a few days.
now, its nice to be in your world for a while, but the mind seems to yearn for another one's world to dwell. well i just have to wait now. for a long time .
and if no body or being is around to hear the tree fall, only vibrations would be created, with no ears to translate the vibrations into sound.
i think sometimes that dreams are dangerous. when the last thing you hear is your brother saying "just run, just run" you wonder if the mind is capable of summoning premonitions that are even slightly accurate of what might be ahead in time. perhaps our minds become directors of scenes that play out for us in our heads once we are asleep. its scary what the mind is capable of. two personalities, insanity, delusion. i wonder if at any moment it could just, take control. well. it seems i've been able to single out a few strands of thoughts that i can fold back up neatly. however its 5 am. i need to get back to a sun-means-awaken and moon-means-fall asleep schedule. i bet i'd like it for a while.
so many theories life can no longer be simple.
i heard that the elections might be stopped short by the law under the patriot act in which if the country would enter a state of emergency (probably close the the election date) the president would maintain his or her position as president indefinitely. i haven't looked into it and i'm not sure if i'd rather look into it or just be surprised when a major US city is destroyed or whatnot. why i even include surprise as an option i don't know. so he'll be president still and probably get a whole term out of it. the term ending in november of 2012. and the next election will be the last due to the end of the world in that december. a prediction shown by the mayans in their calender which up to the day is spot on with solar and lunar eclipses. i think i should really dig into that stuff. to know whether or not i should live like its my last 4 years alive.
so many people earth can no longer sustain so much life
i finished the song. and its becoming sort of a therapy to play and sing. and i'm sure i'm getting better.
thats a fourth of my life right now.
friends is another fourth
probation and work .. the last half..
quiznos is not bad. i need to ask about that management job they offered. they haven't spoken of it in a while. they started showing me the scheme of inventory and ordering online. that's where they seemingly taught me into a corner and weren't sure where to go from there. anyways, i'd like to be making more money to get this damned probation out of the way. its costing me a total of 1520 dollars. and i've gotten that down to 1220. soon to be around 790. my whole next check has to go to the beautiful state of texas. and as for the five page essay on the dangers of smoking marijuana.. my god they're just fucking with me. i'm gonna take my time and write a really good one. because it oughta keep me busy for at least a few days.
now, its nice to be in your world for a while, but the mind seems to yearn for another one's world to dwell. well i just have to wait now. for a long time .
and if no body or being is around to hear the tree fall, only vibrations would be created, with no ears to translate the vibrations into sound.
i think sometimes that dreams are dangerous. when the last thing you hear is your brother saying "just run, just run" you wonder if the mind is capable of summoning premonitions that are even slightly accurate of what might be ahead in time. perhaps our minds become directors of scenes that play out for us in our heads once we are asleep. its scary what the mind is capable of. two personalities, insanity, delusion. i wonder if at any moment it could just, take control. well. it seems i've been able to single out a few strands of thoughts that i can fold back up neatly. however its 5 am. i need to get back to a sun-means-awaken and moon-means-fall asleep schedule. i bet i'd like it for a while.