Sweet release
I am awake realising more and more that she needs nurishment in her so called imprisonment. Though I am tired of hearing her screech those words everytime I visit. She complains she doesn't eat she complains there is no light she complins the restraints hurt her arms. It doesn't make me want to fix these things only visit less. I try to explain that, and tell her I am the only one who can anymore but she still complains. So I made her breakfast. Ah well made her praform better, so it was not a loss after all.