Meanings make it mean something
I guess my problem is purpose. I don't know what I want to do with my life. Do I want to marry Melissa? I dunno. Do I want kids? I dunno. Do I want to get a degree in Literature? I dunno. Do I want to work on computers? I dunno. Do I want to be a teacher? I dunno. What is the point of my life? I just can't see that it is worth all the hardships. I mean, I just feel like I have no purpose and that scares the shit out of me. Is the purpose to have fun and strive to be happy? Is the purpose to improve the world around us? Is the purpose to try to make others happy? What is the god-damned point? I just want to have a purpose and a reason, and no matter where I look, I can't find one. I've tried so many things, and they all just lead to nothingness.