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depressing, isn't it?
you'd think i'd have grown up since i wrote all this nonsense...
but it just seems like the more growing i need to be doing, the less i'm actually growing and the more i do whatever the opposite of growing is...
i only seem to visit this particular journal when i find myself depressed. i suppose it could be said that due to the length of time between the last post and this one, depression hasn't become as much a part of my life as it once was...
that's false. depression is still a part of my life, i just ignore it more often.
you'd think i'd have grown up since i wrote all this nonsense...
but it just seems like the more growing i need to be doing, the less i'm actually growing and the more i do whatever the opposite of growing is...
i only seem to visit this particular journal when i find myself depressed. i suppose it could be said that due to the length of time between the last post and this one, depression hasn't become as much a part of my life as it once was...
that's false. depression is still a part of my life, i just ignore it more often.