contradictions...
how can he make me love him and hate him so much at the same time?
how i can feel bad that his life is beyond complete shit and also revel in the fact that its beyond complete shit when mine is nearly perfect?
its fucking contradictory feelings and i dont like it.
im working on ignoring them, all of them from him, with limited degrees of success.
fuck, why cant i take a pill for this shit?
HARVEY MUDD BIOINORGANIC POLYMER CHEMIST GOALS:
1. create a warm superconductor
2. make a pill that gets rid of contradictory feelings
3. design and produce successful nanobots.
4. take over the world and cull all republicans
yea...that sounds good...
--fin--
how i can feel bad that his life is beyond complete shit and also revel in the fact that its beyond complete shit when mine is nearly perfect?
its fucking contradictory feelings and i dont like it.
im working on ignoring them, all of them from him, with limited degrees of success.
fuck, why cant i take a pill for this shit?
HARVEY MUDD BIOINORGANIC POLYMER CHEMIST GOALS:
1. create a warm superconductor
2. make a pill that gets rid of contradictory feelings
3. design and produce successful nanobots.
4. take over the world and cull all republicans
yea...that sounds good...
--fin--