Jan 18, 2008 03:22
It feels good to know who loves you, and to know that it is so many people.
I leave in 4 days. I'll be gone 100 days. 3.5 months.
I'm nervous and sad and excited.
I'm nervous because once i get on that airplane, there is NO turning back. I'll be stuck on that boat for 100 days.
I'm sad because i've found something that i dont want to leave.
I'm excited because...well... i'm going to see the world... for 100 days... I am going to see the sunrise and set in 12 different countries, 3 different oceans, 100 times.
I can't remember when i was this happy over the winter, and i think its because i've never really had a happy winter. But thanks to my true friends, i've had an amazing 5 months since september. <3
PS: If I die, I hope those of you who have no balls and couldnt say goodbye to me feel terrible and guilty. JK JK lol If i die, i love you too. :)