*I dunno...*
Alright so, a while back i posted a random emo entry but then quickly deleted it, so here i am to post my feelings without getting emotional.
Boys...they really, truly, get to me. I've been reading a lot lately about my sign, Pisces, and how we fishes are very emotional and tend to be very trusting and clingy to boys and people in general, and it couldn't be more true about me.
On one hand, i truly am i hopeless romantic. I get so caught up in my own world of romanticism that i never stop to think-is he feeling the same way? And quite recently, i got hurt. Badly. It made me really think tho about things. For one thing, i finally felt something real towards somebody, and now i know how it is supposed to feel. I even got past my fears of boys haha but oh well. All i can say is that I can only learn and move on, even tho it hurts to be rejected.
But, the only thing that gives me hope is that theres another school year, and not just any year, Junior year. I really am looking forward to this year despite the academics. And this summer i have really expanded my friends and i love the people i hang with now, so i'm comin into this year with a good set of pals behind me.
And as far as boys go, i know that it's no use searching for somebody. Everything in life happens for a reason, and when it happens, it will happen when you least expect it.
<3
Boys...they really, truly, get to me. I've been reading a lot lately about my sign, Pisces, and how we fishes are very emotional and tend to be very trusting and clingy to boys and people in general, and it couldn't be more true about me.
On one hand, i truly am i hopeless romantic. I get so caught up in my own world of romanticism that i never stop to think-is he feeling the same way? And quite recently, i got hurt. Badly. It made me really think tho about things. For one thing, i finally felt something real towards somebody, and now i know how it is supposed to feel. I even got past my fears of boys haha but oh well. All i can say is that I can only learn and move on, even tho it hurts to be rejected.
But, the only thing that gives me hope is that theres another school year, and not just any year, Junior year. I really am looking forward to this year despite the academics. And this summer i have really expanded my friends and i love the people i hang with now, so i'm comin into this year with a good set of pals behind me.
And as far as boys go, i know that it's no use searching for somebody. Everything in life happens for a reason, and when it happens, it will happen when you least expect it.
<3