Getting what i asked for...but i gotta fight for it
Well this girl found my profile online...and we talked and went out almost 2 weeks ago. Now my life is suddenly spun and changed. To me this is all shocking.
We've gone out almost 2 weeks, thats unheard of for me.
Took me 2 dates just to hold her hand, we didnt kiss for almost a week!
Loves animals, i took her to the aquarium and she loved it.
I havent ran off or even considered seeing any other girls.
I've kept it in my pants so far!
I love being with her. I feel like i am 15 just starting to date for the first time.
So i had a great first week with her...then the other guy she had been sort of seeing before me but didnt know if he wanted a gf or not got jealous and is making everything all hard for her. Everytime i talk to her or see her shes upset cause of him. But somehow i dont know why i somehow cheer her up and shes happy at the end of the night when i take her home. She hates what this guy is doing to her but she is still somewhat attached in a way cause she wasted 2 months on this guy and wanted to be friends at least and he doesnt show any emotion till i come along and treat her right. I know she will make the right decision on who will make her happy, but its killing me watching her go through this before she decides to make this decision. When i showed up to her house today to see her she was on the phone with him and he wouldnt let her get off of it for an hour while i was there. She cried twice and wasnt happy at all. For a moment she thought i was going to leave but i went outside her window in front of her house, fell on my back and made a snow angel(always wanted to do that) That was the first time today i got her to smile. she got off the phone with him soon there after. We went out with her friend and her friends bf and i held her close the rest of the night. I am completley spun by her cause when i am with her i am the person i want to be and not the guy that i have been lately when i am with a girl.
Anywho, other things that are going on with me is just work mostly. My boat leaves next thursday susposedly but my chief told me i am susposed to stay in and go to a few schools. I could use the time off from the boat cause lately work has just been ups and downs so going to some schools would be nice.
We've gone out almost 2 weeks, thats unheard of for me.
Took me 2 dates just to hold her hand, we didnt kiss for almost a week!
Loves animals, i took her to the aquarium and she loved it.
I havent ran off or even considered seeing any other girls.
I've kept it in my pants so far!
I love being with her. I feel like i am 15 just starting to date for the first time.
So i had a great first week with her...then the other guy she had been sort of seeing before me but didnt know if he wanted a gf or not got jealous and is making everything all hard for her. Everytime i talk to her or see her shes upset cause of him. But somehow i dont know why i somehow cheer her up and shes happy at the end of the night when i take her home. She hates what this guy is doing to her but she is still somewhat attached in a way cause she wasted 2 months on this guy and wanted to be friends at least and he doesnt show any emotion till i come along and treat her right. I know she will make the right decision on who will make her happy, but its killing me watching her go through this before she decides to make this decision. When i showed up to her house today to see her she was on the phone with him and he wouldnt let her get off of it for an hour while i was there. She cried twice and wasnt happy at all. For a moment she thought i was going to leave but i went outside her window in front of her house, fell on my back and made a snow angel(always wanted to do that) That was the first time today i got her to smile. she got off the phone with him soon there after. We went out with her friend and her friends bf and i held her close the rest of the night. I am completley spun by her cause when i am with her i am the person i want to be and not the guy that i have been lately when i am with a girl.
Anywho, other things that are going on with me is just work mostly. My boat leaves next thursday susposedly but my chief told me i am susposed to stay in and go to a few schools. I could use the time off from the boat cause lately work has just been ups and downs so going to some schools would be nice.