This pain is fucking real...
The boat had a steam leak so we are still here while they fix it. kinda nice but not much is going on here to make me happy. Went to the strip club for the past 2 nights and blew too much money i think. i now have the number to 3 very slutty strippers though. I am having trouble sleeping, drinking hard alcohol again, and trying not to start cutting again but i can feel the urge to. The scars on my arms feel alive again and are reminding me of things. Old wounds want to be reopened...