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CAN’T KEEP COMPETING, TIRED OF COMPETING
ITS ALWAYS GOTTA BE ME WAITING, HOPING
IM ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR LIST
IF YOU MAYBE HAVE A LITTLE TIME, COULD YOU SQUEEZE ME IN?
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT TO DO
HOW DO I FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO?
WHERE DO I STAND ON YOUR PRIORITIES?
AM I EVEN THERE?
I WAIT INPATIENTLY
LIVING SEPARATE LIVES WITH MAYBE A CONVERASATION TO SHARE
THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING… CAN I CONTINUE…
IM HOPING, WISHING I CAN
BUT THINGS HAVE TO CHANGE.
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME
BUT ITS MORE THEN JUST SAYING IT
YOU ONCE SAID ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS
THIS IS TRUE
IM NOT SAYING YOU DON’T MAKE ME HAPPY
BECAUSE YOU DO
JUST MAKES IT HARD YOU’RE ONLY 2 HOURS AWAY
AND I BARELY SEE YOU
THIS CONSTANT STRUGGLE WITHIN MYSELF
TRYING TO BE UNDERSTANDING, PATIENT, AND EVERYTHING…
I GOTTA LOOK OUT FOR MYSELF SOMETIME
IT HURTS WHEN I START TO THINK ABOUT MYSELF
AND IMMEDIATLEY I THINK… WELL ITS GOTTA BE HARD FOR HIM TOO
BUT WHY DON’T YOU TRY TO MAKE TIME TO BE WITH ME
DO YOU NOT WANT TO?… ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE?
HOW MUCH LONGER MUST I WAIT…
2 HOURS IS NOT THAT LONG… AM I NOT WORTH THE DRIVE
CANT HELP IT IF I THINK THESE THINGS
CONSTANT THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD AT ALL TIME
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
AND THAT ONLY MAKES IT HARDER
I SUPPORT YOU IN EVERY THING, YOU KNOW THIS
I WISH YOU COULD JUST SEE WHERE IM COMING FROM
IM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I MUST GET THIS OUT
AND IM HOPING THIS WILL HELP YOU UNDERSTAND
OR MAYBE GET A PIECE OF ME
IM TRYING IM GIVING IT MY ALL
BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME
♥
IP
ITS ALWAYS GOTTA BE ME WAITING, HOPING
IM ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR LIST
IF YOU MAYBE HAVE A LITTLE TIME, COULD YOU SQUEEZE ME IN?
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT TO DO
HOW DO I FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO?
WHERE DO I STAND ON YOUR PRIORITIES?
AM I EVEN THERE?
I WAIT INPATIENTLY
LIVING SEPARATE LIVES WITH MAYBE A CONVERASATION TO SHARE
THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING… CAN I CONTINUE…
IM HOPING, WISHING I CAN
BUT THINGS HAVE TO CHANGE.
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME
BUT ITS MORE THEN JUST SAYING IT
YOU ONCE SAID ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS
THIS IS TRUE
IM NOT SAYING YOU DON’T MAKE ME HAPPY
BECAUSE YOU DO
JUST MAKES IT HARD YOU’RE ONLY 2 HOURS AWAY
AND I BARELY SEE YOU
THIS CONSTANT STRUGGLE WITHIN MYSELF
TRYING TO BE UNDERSTANDING, PATIENT, AND EVERYTHING…
I GOTTA LOOK OUT FOR MYSELF SOMETIME
IT HURTS WHEN I START TO THINK ABOUT MYSELF
AND IMMEDIATLEY I THINK… WELL ITS GOTTA BE HARD FOR HIM TOO
BUT WHY DON’T YOU TRY TO MAKE TIME TO BE WITH ME
DO YOU NOT WANT TO?… ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE?
HOW MUCH LONGER MUST I WAIT…
2 HOURS IS NOT THAT LONG… AM I NOT WORTH THE DRIVE
CANT HELP IT IF I THINK THESE THINGS
CONSTANT THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD AT ALL TIME
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
AND THAT ONLY MAKES IT HARDER
I SUPPORT YOU IN EVERY THING, YOU KNOW THIS
I WISH YOU COULD JUST SEE WHERE IM COMING FROM
IM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I MUST GET THIS OUT
AND IM HOPING THIS WILL HELP YOU UNDERSTAND
OR MAYBE GET A PIECE OF ME
IM TRYING IM GIVING IT MY ALL
BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME
♥
IP