DAMNIT!

Jan 19, 2005 17:10

wanna know what pisses me off? BLYTHE. why does she have to be soo immature. id like to know exactly why you need to be so dumb. telling my friends they shouldnt hang out with me. telling jessica shes lame ( Read more... )

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destroy_me January 19 2005, 16:02:07 UTC
Kelli, Kelli, Kelli.

All I said today was that you are mean and nosey. Which, obviously, you are. I had like 684683496 people come up to me just in today and ask me why I hate you. Which means you talk about me a lot, which means, you talk shit too. Atleast I dont deny it. I NEVER bring up the topic about you, but if someone is going to ask me why I hate you, I'm going to tell them. So many people agree with me. I was the first person to ever say that crap to you, but news flash, EVERYONE has wanted to say that crap to you.

I dont care if you say I'm immature. Get over it, I have. I may not act mature but in the long run, I am. Do you think you're insulting me by saying I'm immature? I'm supposed to be! I'm a kid, I am not going to go out and act like I'm thirty just because Kelli says so.

I ALWAYS stick up for Jessica. Even when people I am friends with does mean crap to her. The only thing she ever did was what she did at her party. I dont think what she did was wrong, you cant help who you like, but she didnt have to do it in front of Jackie when she knew Jack Jack liked Mark a lot. But Jessica said she had no self control and I understand that, you should too, we both cant control ourselves when it comes to good food.

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captivated_hell January 19 2005, 16:08:51 UTC
ok so if everyone wanted to say these things to me why did dani tell me thats bullshit and jessica and jackie. whos everyone.. YOU AND DOROTHY? and by the way i never talk crap about you ever. people ask why i dont like you. i never said i didnt like you i said your mad at me for no reason what so ever. and bullshit about how you stick up for jess. you never do.

never said you should act 30 i said you should act 16 not 10. how about that one? people are sick of you and how you act. why do you have to be such a baby? why would i take time out of my day to talk crap about a person who hates me. i have nothing to say about you that i havent ever told you.

dani said when fatty said she was gonna say hi to me you started talking crap

and jessica said you told jackie she was a good friend by not hanging out with me

WHY DOES IT MATTER why do you have to open your mouth up about how i was 1 year ago. you dont even know me now. i am not the same at all.

if jackie allison dani and jessica hate me so much why did they tell me i was cool. why does dani hang out with me. when i call her up she could say no. and doesnt. dani isnt one to make up emotions. jessica may but i have known her too long. she doesnt bullshit with me. and jackie said im one of her best friends who always keeps secrets.

so i guess they hate me right?

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destroy_me January 19 2005, 16:39:04 UTC
Ashley Lisey came up to me today at lunch and said that you said you hate me and I'm a stupid bitch, or something like that. I said that I dont care because it doesnt matter what you think of me. Then she says how you're stupid and talk a lot of shit. So it seems like we have even more in common. We both dont know who our true friends are. How can you say I never stick up for Jessica? I am not that kind of person. Whenever someone hurts her I am there. If she says I dont stick up for her then I dont care. She hates me now, I dont care. I'm not going to lie and say it doesnt totally suck and hurt and I wish she didnt, but if she wants to hate me, so be it. I cant stop her.

If people are sick of me and how I act please, send them to me and have them tell me. I really want to know who thinks this. "why would i take time out of my day to talk crap about a person who hates me. i have nothing to say about you that i havent ever told you." That is EXACTYL how I feel. It is no one elses business why we are fighting, that's why I get so pissed when people come to me and ask me about it.

All I said when Fatty said that was "Eww. Why?" Which is hardly harmful. I'm sorry if I said it and it was taken the wrong way. Maybe I should just stop joking or something. It doesnt annoy me that people talk to you that are my friends. It just sucks to know that everyone I thought was my friend obviously wasnt and will drop me in thirty seconds if I express myself. It sucks to know that the people I thought were my friends would choose sides.

That thing was a joke, and it really upsets me that Jessica would believe it and Jackie would take it out of context.

You're right, I dont know you anymore. But you also dont know me anymore. I'm also not the same. Just because I like to laugh and joke around doesnt mean I dont act my age or I'm immature. I just want to have fun. It's not like we can live forever.

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destroy_me January 19 2005, 17:21:44 UTC
Kelli,
It's totally obvious that we both dont like each other. Which is understandable. I think you're mean and you think I'm immature. We both have these shitty opinions about each other that shouldn't even be. We both dont know each other anymore, which results in both of us sounding like complete assholes. I take full blame for this starting. I was super pissed about you getting in on the Allison thing because you werent there. I just dont understand how I get all the blame for Jessica/Mark/Jackie thing. I was not the only one angry about that. I'm sorry for all the names I called you and everything. But I'm not sorry about my opinions, although dumb, it's how I see you. I know that we will most likely never be friends again, but we can atleast try to be civil towards each other. Maybe someday we will hang out and see how both of us have changed and grown. I hate to find out that you wish we were never friends, because I dont regret our friendship. We had a lot of good times and laughed a lot. You need to understand were I am was coming from with what I said. It was stupid because we've changed. SO everything that was said isn't even true because we have false opinions. I hate how you think I dont love our friends. I dont, I relaly do. I would die for any number of them.

Anyway, to the point of this: let's just call if quits. Let's just stop saying shit about each other and get over ourselves. If you decline this idea I cant say I'd understand, but I could say I cant blame you.

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captivated_hell January 20 2005, 11:55:09 UTC
i never got in on ANY allison thing. so what your saying makes no sense.

what we talked about at lunch proves the point of you being immature. the only reason i dont like you is that you act way to immature to be around. and its still the same. i saw how you were at jessicas last party. in my eyes nothing has changed with you. how i changed isnt behavioral. it is in the mind and my intellect. so its inside and it doesnt reflect to where it can be seen.

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captivated_hell January 20 2005, 11:48:49 UTC
guess what. everyone took sides when me and dani faught and now you see what its like when people "take sides" but i never told anyone to take sides. i dont care who is friends with who.

ashley is a liar. ashley lies about everything. she starts sooo much drama and has nothing better to do than make fun of people and talk crap herself.

when people talk about you to me i tell them you dont like me they ask why i say i duno they come to you. how is that talking crap about you to them.

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bryanroxmysox January 19 2005, 16:44:05 UTC
are you implying mark is food?

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i_am_erihxc January 19 2005, 17:50:21 UTC
Maybe he's a snack pack. Like pudding!! :)

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i_am_erihxc January 19 2005, 17:51:07 UTC
Because, as we all know...Pudding kicks ass. As does Mark. Are you seeing the connection here?

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_singth3sorrow January 19 2005, 17:56:00 UTC
Alot of things kick ass. Pudding does sometimes but only when its cold, I hate pudding that's been sitting in the cupboard.

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i_am_erihxc January 19 2005, 17:57:24 UTC
So, we shall not leave Mark on the cupboard. It's agreed. From now on, Mark lives in the fridge.

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myownsummerx January 20 2005, 16:23:40 UTC
I'll make sure he won't sit out of the fridge long

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i_am_erihxc January 20 2005, 18:23:21 UTC
Damn right you will. lol

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