this feeling suxs
well i got back from were ever it is that i was at...i went to monroe for the fun day thingy. yeah sum fun day, it was lame. i thought it was gonna be like those kinda things were u can hang out w/ ur friends but it wasnt really. i n a way it was. we all ditched the things we had to do and hung out in some bungalows (how ever u spell it!!)yeah so it was sandy mohawk edgar erick jackie mikey raul albert ivonne ashley some other punks and umm me oh wait and there was this new kid he's pretty awesome i think his name was bryan i was dancing w/ him which was pretty funny. so i guess i've made a new friend for today. that whole fun shit got lame so we decided to leave school. we then walked to carols jr. albert seemed emo he didnt wanna tell us wat was wrong w/ him. its ok. i lost my appetite which suxed cuz i was pretty hungry-bummer- i have sumthing on my mind...cant say what tho...u know when u feel sumthing and it seems too real u no it mite b true but then again it mite not and u dun wanna believe it or except it well so i guess that how i feel rite now (does it all make sense?) so long story short i feel empty inside. ha today ivonne told me wat if i told u i got mcr tickets and i told her i would b sooooo happy i then told her i would kill to go see them!!! so she left me thinking if she did or didnt get my chemical romance tickets i hope she did it would make me super happy if i went to a concert of theirs. well so i burned a letter i had riten because i thought it would make me feel better it didnt...so im done