Yes Im aware you havent updated this thing in 34 years.
anonymous
May 12 2006, 21:46:48 UTC
But... you're asleep or not answering my text messages.. so either way... I'm not talking to you. And I have no idea which email address you use.. and so ... i guess my theory is that eventually you will see this, (i'd send you a message on myspace ... but school computers wont let me get to it =( ) anyways... So basically. I just want to apologize for me this week.
I knew i shouldnt worry. I really did babe, but I did. And I let myself get worried about it. I KNEW it was impossible but... I worry a lot. And I knew as I worried that it was hard on you which was why I tried to take what you said and believe it. I did, actually believe you, but I had this hint of distrust which took over.
Over the past two months... my whole life has changed..
Im not even going to lie.
With you as a part of it i am so much happier. I feel like I've had this huge weight lifted off my shoulers..
To have you here (in my life)
I feel like I can breath again.
Like even if things really suck... they're not that bad because you are in my life.
Which is an amazing thing, but I feel like you dont realize how much I love and appreciate you.
I know that Im not an easy person to put up with. Infact Ilm pretty difficult over all to get on well with... But I try.
You mean so much to me.
Being in your arms is... just like
I dont know
blah....
I want you to know how I feel... But I dont think I can put it in words...
I knew i shouldnt worry. I really did babe, but I did. And I let myself get worried about it. I KNEW it was impossible but... I worry a lot. And I knew as I worried that it was hard on you which was why I tried to take what you said and believe it. I did, actually believe you, but I had this hint of distrust which took over.
Over the past two months... my whole life has changed..
Im not even going to lie.
With you as a part of it i am so much happier. I feel like I've had this huge weight lifted off my shoulers..
To have you here (in my life)
I feel like I can breath again.
Like even if things really suck... they're not that bad because you are in my life.
Which is an amazing thing, but I feel like you dont realize how much I love and appreciate you.
I know that Im not an easy person to put up with. Infact Ilm pretty difficult over all to get on well with... But I try.
You mean so much to me.
Being in your arms is... just like
I dont know
blah....
I want you to know how I feel... But I dont think I can put it in words...
Happy almost 2 months...
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