Nov 17, 2005 12:16
A peace of paper.A blunder of green shades,and your ready to take on any problem.A stick of burning paper.A pritty purple fire maker,and your set to start your day.Will there ever be a time when you stand on your own?Will there ever be a dull moment?Never knew running away from your problems could feel so good.Be so fun.Please never stop.A dull feeling of sweet insanity.A stumble to dizzy bliss,and the night will be fun.An empty bottle of rum.A vacant little bag,and you'll be needing a cigarette.Will there ever be some one to fill this void?Will there be a future for me?Little oh me.A wondering blue eyed boy.A beautyful smile,and you'll never stop laughing.An example of a gental stranger.A pritty little thought,and you feel better than that empty bottle.Will there be anything better than this?Will i ever feel alone again?Plese don't leve.I promise to change.A small amout of detox.A headache all day long,and your a ruthless bitch.A shrinking self determination.An urge to take a pull,and i broke my promise.A burning feeling of dissapointment.Another green filled glass,and all my problems are solved.Will i ever keep my word?Will there be people who will care?Fuck it!No one gives a shit...But he does.He promises a better day,a breath of free air...Another chance at a promis.A pritty little ring,and he promisses to never leve.A terrible last fight,and i promise to never give up.Will he be proud to know about my change?Will he love my pritty new crown?Nothig will ever make me feel as good as he can.I'll never need to cry again.I love him and he loves me too.