Ok...

Oct 16, 2005 10:51

I don't wanna sound morbidly depressed and all because I have been having fun over the past few days and today I realized my Lit paper may not be so hard. On the other hand, this constantly growing feeling inside me wishes I could just quit school so I wouldn't have to commit to its demands. I just wanna make films! It really pains me to say it because I know someone, like Noah or Christian, will be like "DO IT!" Which I wish I could, but things run into my way. My actors and never here coughericcough, my script sucks, I get sick of a project, and I dont finish. What if this is a precursor to my life? I want film to be my life, but I don;t even make time for it now. I don't know what to do except try, and thats what I've been doing since Day One, and granted while I may no more than some, I am very far from proving I am the most passionate and wrothy man to make ANY film.

Sigh. Maybe I'll feel better after this work is out of my face and Halloween is here.
I might be Stuart from Mad TV, or Elvis, or James Dean, or a Power Ranger, or soemthing else. I dont know, but I love Halloween!
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