Son of a cocksucking whore. c/p from Tumblr lol
So I got my grades back today, and instead of being proud of the good ones, Dad decided to focus on my fail in PE, and only that. What the fuck.
Yes I know that it's not good to have a fail, and I'm going to improve it this next half year, but Jesus fucking Christ, he could have at least acknowledged the fact that I did well in my other classes.
PE...I fucking hate PE. I suck at PE too. It's the most humiliating subject in the world, even when I try to do well in it. Like...the first week school started we started up with dance in PE. We were put together on groups, and I was put on this group with 3 other girls. Fine by me; I can't dance, but I'm at least going to make an effort to try to you know, not fail next semester. After just doing what they told me to do for the first half hour, they disappeared, and my teacher comes to pull me aside to talk to me. Apparently the other girls didn't think it was working out. ...what? I wasn't protesting anything. Hell, I even helped when we were going too fast in one section of the song. Oh. Well then. Rage rage mother fucking rage.
Yes. I get sick a lot on Tuesday. A lot of headaches and such, and that's the day I have PE. And yes, it's because of PE. But it's not because I want to skip, or I don't want to do well in the class, or anything like that. It's because I hate it. And I hate humiliating myself in it. And I hate everything about it, and I make myself sick that way.
God dammit, the other grades are the best I've ever had; why can't he just be pleased about that?
IDK if anyone cares, but my grades were really good. We grade on a scale from 1-6; 6 being the best, and I got:
ETA:
SON OF A GOD DAMNED MOTHER FUCKING WHOREFACE HSALKHFL
I tried talking to him about it. Explaining that I hated it, and why and hoping for a bit of sympathy, but did I get any? No, not at all. He said that it was my own fault. That just because I'm not ~super thin~ and stuff, they freeze me out. Yes I understand that much, but that doesn't make me want to take the class. That's why I skip, and why I hate it, and why I've failed. He doesn't understand that it's not easy to do something where you feel like absolutely shit, and hated. I tried to tell him that what I needed was for him to say it was going to be okay. What did he say? That I should take up jogging in my spare time.
Ugh I'm sitting here crying and wanting to just curl up and never leave my room again.
God dammit.
ETA2:
PICSPAM TO CHEER ME UP.
You all know how I roll. ZQ, CP, KU, RDJ etc
Yes I know that it's not good to have a fail, and I'm going to improve it this next half year, but Jesus fucking Christ, he could have at least acknowledged the fact that I did well in my other classes.
PE...I fucking hate PE. I suck at PE too. It's the most humiliating subject in the world, even when I try to do well in it. Like...the first week school started we started up with dance in PE. We were put together on groups, and I was put on this group with 3 other girls. Fine by me; I can't dance, but I'm at least going to make an effort to try to you know, not fail next semester. After just doing what they told me to do for the first half hour, they disappeared, and my teacher comes to pull me aside to talk to me. Apparently the other girls didn't think it was working out. ...what? I wasn't protesting anything. Hell, I even helped when we were going too fast in one section of the song. Oh. Well then. Rage rage mother fucking rage.
Yes. I get sick a lot on Tuesday. A lot of headaches and such, and that's the day I have PE. And yes, it's because of PE. But it's not because I want to skip, or I don't want to do well in the class, or anything like that. It's because I hate it. And I hate humiliating myself in it. And I hate everything about it, and I make myself sick that way.
God dammit, the other grades are the best I've ever had; why can't he just be pleased about that?
IDK if anyone cares, but my grades were really good. We grade on a scale from 1-6; 6 being the best, and I got:
- PE: Fail
- English: 6
- Maths: 5
- Science: 6
- Norwegian (written): 4
- Norwegian (oral): 5
- Graphic Design: 6
- Media: 6
- Media Design and Expression: 5
- Media production: 4
ETA:
SON OF A GOD DAMNED MOTHER FUCKING WHOREFACE HSALKHFL
I tried talking to him about it. Explaining that I hated it, and why and hoping for a bit of sympathy, but did I get any? No, not at all. He said that it was my own fault. That just because I'm not ~super thin~ and stuff, they freeze me out. Yes I understand that much, but that doesn't make me want to take the class. That's why I skip, and why I hate it, and why I've failed. He doesn't understand that it's not easy to do something where you feel like absolutely shit, and hated. I tried to tell him that what I needed was for him to say it was going to be okay. What did he say? That I should take up jogging in my spare time.
Ugh I'm sitting here crying and wanting to just curl up and never leave my room again.
God dammit.
ETA2:
PICSPAM TO CHEER ME UP.
You all know how I roll. ZQ, CP, KU, RDJ etc