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I'm fat. Yeah thats right. even though I'm a six foot one inch 170 pound freak, i'm still fat. You wana know why. My face is about the size of a badeball right now. It sticks out like a sore...well face. i look like i'm addicted to cake and bacon fat. its not a good thing. i got an infection in my wisdom tooth hole. they took out my tooth two weeks ago and now i'm fat. IT sucks. I wanted to go and see DAniels sister before she leaves, but i cant now because not only do i have no game but I'm also fat on one side of my face. BUt its not like i wanted to use my game on her. i would actually like to date her for a long time. but good girls dont date fucked up guys.
I just found out that i might be getting new meds. i've been talking to this hed shrinker guy and he wasnts to refer me to some other guy so that he can determin if i need medication or not. That is so not cool. I'm actually crazy. Not just in that goofy way like most people, but in the "I'm going to kill you and eat your face way." If i need the pills then i'm going to have to tell my mom what its all aobut and thats going to suck even more. I really dont want to be the reason she cries at ni8ght but i guess i already am so whatever.
what else....um i dont think that there is anything so i'm just going to go. dont laugh at my crazy-ness.
I just found out that i might be getting new meds. i've been talking to this hed shrinker guy and he wasnts to refer me to some other guy so that he can determin if i need medication or not. That is so not cool. I'm actually crazy. Not just in that goofy way like most people, but in the "I'm going to kill you and eat your face way." If i need the pills then i'm going to have to tell my mom what its all aobut and thats going to suck even more. I really dont want to be the reason she cries at ni8ght but i guess i already am so whatever.
what else....um i dont think that there is anything so i'm just going to go. dont laugh at my crazy-ness.