Destination Canada
9/3 plane for Waterloo, Ontario. have to start packing. MAY or may not start with computer, not sure, we'll just see how it goes.
Oh, and before I go, I'd just like to have to comment how hard it is to be friends to everyone I know because I know people all around the globe, and I can't be awake for 24 hours being friends with them ALL. I can without question show immediately that when I do have time, I show my care to my friends.
How selfish some people are if they can't spare ME some slack because when they need a friend, I'm not there for them for whatever reason I have - possibly I'm busy, or possibly I am playing a game because I need stress-releif.
Besides, I'm moving to Canada..I would be in a SIMILAR time zone as SOME PEOPLE who just can't understand that when they're on, I want to do my own thing, and when I'm not doing my own thing and is socilizing/being a friend/etc., they AREN'T THERE.
Not to mention, SOME OTHER PEOPLE don't respond or talk EVEN WHEN they are online, or barely talk when I try to start a convo, and I feel what if they complain or do somethign in response to me not being a friend when they need it, it is UNFAIR for me, especially when I have so much on my shoulders. This is a huge fucking change for me, alright? Never lived alone, never lived away from parents, never lived outside of Hong Kong or Japan for more than 2 months, and it's University life.
Please..just CUT ME SOME SLACK and let me settle down, and stop asking so much of me. Do you know you're just ADDING to my pain, my burden when you complain, or when you say, or act, or tell me, or whatever in response or as to express how unhappy or discontent you are with me not being a friend when you need it?
Unlike what I show publically, here's the real me:
I.AM.WEAK.AND.FRAGILE.
Got it? Good.
Oh, and before I go, I'd just like to have to comment how hard it is to be friends to everyone I know because I know people all around the globe, and I can't be awake for 24 hours being friends with them ALL. I can without question show immediately that when I do have time, I show my care to my friends.
How selfish some people are if they can't spare ME some slack because when they need a friend, I'm not there for them for whatever reason I have - possibly I'm busy, or possibly I am playing a game because I need stress-releif.
Besides, I'm moving to Canada..I would be in a SIMILAR time zone as SOME PEOPLE who just can't understand that when they're on, I want to do my own thing, and when I'm not doing my own thing and is socilizing/being a friend/etc., they AREN'T THERE.
Not to mention, SOME OTHER PEOPLE don't respond or talk EVEN WHEN they are online, or barely talk when I try to start a convo, and I feel what if they complain or do somethign in response to me not being a friend when they need it, it is UNFAIR for me, especially when I have so much on my shoulders. This is a huge fucking change for me, alright? Never lived alone, never lived away from parents, never lived outside of Hong Kong or Japan for more than 2 months, and it's University life.
Please..just CUT ME SOME SLACK and let me settle down, and stop asking so much of me. Do you know you're just ADDING to my pain, my burden when you complain, or when you say, or act, or tell me, or whatever in response or as to express how unhappy or discontent you are with me not being a friend when you need it?
Unlike what I show publically, here's the real me:
I.AM.WEAK.AND.FRAGILE.
Got it? Good.