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Im done drinking. Starting today, no more. I figured out that im 20 years old and im drinking everyday and i have nothing, the people i hang out with love them to death, but also have nothing. I have completed a half year of college... wooo, 2 years ago. I need to get back in school, i need to pay my bills, i need to quit being such a big waste of space, i contribute nothing to everything. I cant just drink one drink, i dont know when to quit, and every time i drink i dissapoint atleast one person, do one thing i cant believe i do. Im glad to finnaly admit i have a problem, im cutting my self off to the world, im gonna get my shit together for real this time. I have a second chance and im totally abusing it. I lost my apt, cuz id rather buy liqour then pay my rent, i called in to work today because i could not quit throwing up, its taken over and I just realized it. Good bye