Angie, Aaaannnggiiieee, aint it good to be alive
My brother is going back home on Thursday. He asked if I wanted to go back with him for a couple months, but I just couldn't leave school for that long and I don't think that New Orleans is going to treat me any better then its treated him. I really wish I could get out of Michigan for a while. Too much here is going on. I'm moving out of my apartment today and tomorrow, dopping rex off with complete strangers for the next 9 months, moving back home, dealing with Steve and all the things that have happened between us in the past 6 months, hating my jobs and having a HUGE amount of akwardness between a friend and I that I have to see twice a week.
But ya know whats really great about today?
Being around my brother and talking to him and hearing what hes going through and how hes getting through it makes me realize that, just because I dont have everything figured out yet, Im not really sure where i'll end up in the next few months and really, i dont have any big goals yet that I know of, doesnt make me a fuck up. At the very worst, it makes me unorganized, and I can live with that.
So, for the first time in a couple weeks i feel pretty normal again.
I kinda actually feel lucky today. And happy.
and thats pretty awesome.
And to add to all that...I talked Scott into going to buble island after we stoped by a friend of his house this afternoon. See, things get better :)
yea..i'm lame
But ya know whats really great about today?
Being around my brother and talking to him and hearing what hes going through and how hes getting through it makes me realize that, just because I dont have everything figured out yet, Im not really sure where i'll end up in the next few months and really, i dont have any big goals yet that I know of, doesnt make me a fuck up. At the very worst, it makes me unorganized, and I can live with that.
So, for the first time in a couple weeks i feel pretty normal again.
I kinda actually feel lucky today. And happy.
and thats pretty awesome.
And to add to all that...I talked Scott into going to buble island after we stoped by a friend of his house this afternoon. See, things get better :)
yea..i'm lame