an update for sam
I know everyone has those days where they just feel shitty so this isnt anything out of the normal. I tried talking to someone today who didnt want to talk to me. It breaks my heart. Maybe I shouldnt care so much and just let go, but letting go is hard, especially given the circumstances. Last night was fun, watching Will Ferrell act like a jackass, and watching Sam go "ooooooohhhhhhh" about little asian kids and cats. I dont like LiveJournal. I like Myspace.
I wish people cared, and weren't repulsed by me. I wish people I care about would care back. Yes, I am being depressing on purpose because it is a LiveJournal, but it is still true. I hate that "she got away feeling." I need to be rescued, I need t o be saved. This is what I get for wanting more.
I wish people cared, and weren't repulsed by me. I wish people I care about would care back. Yes, I am being depressing on purpose because it is a LiveJournal, but it is still true. I hate that "she got away feeling." I need to be rescued, I need t o be saved. This is what I get for wanting more.