munchathon
Gosh...my 10 list includes a real person for the first time in a long time. Lucky for me I have an open relationship! Heh, heh, heh...
Can you play the piano and put my hands on your hands? Hearing piano on the radio makes me swoon. If I miss something the most, it might be that I used to be able to play it so well that I actually enjoyed it.
I think something happened where I'm the least favorite child of my parents, grandchild of my grandparents, etc. Maybe I was never really likeable except for when I was succeeding at things and my lack of personality could be easily enough ignored.
I'm in this wave of anxiety where I feel like I'm disappointing everyone in the world at the same time. I know that's impossible, but I feel like I'm dodging guilt and it's not working.
But things aren't so bad. I went to Quizno's and Coldstone with my family and that was good. I think I did well on my German test. The weather has been really wonderful and I've been using this sage-blackberry goat's milk soap that smells like heaven and feels just as good. I've been forgetting to eat; this rarely happens to me but I've been racing, head and hands.
I've not been to see the shelter dogs in too long. I had the chance the other day but I selfishly drew pictures for this nouveaux-porn comic I'm working on with Corwin instead. I had two cups of coffee and whipped out 4 colored pages and one just inked. They look hott, which I guess you can decide for yourself when Corwin gets to posting them. I don't know why I keep coming back to illustrated porn work; I just like drawing bodies.
I got sick and couldn't visit Andre this weekend, which made me sad. But he will be here next Thursday, which I can wait for. I think we're going to make Halloween cookies and go apple picking. Speaking of which, I went apple picking, and there are pictures! Later, I suppose, because I can't find them now.