Barely holding On.
Im stuck.
Im trying to get used to life without Kim showing up every other day, and its not easy. Im used to bein alone, felt normal. then she showed up, showed me what friends feel like, then back to normal and by myself. had a breakdown within days. Amie tries to be a help, but i get the feeling she's getting sick of me, so ill give up hoping she knows me any better than i do. it got to be so painful being alone ive got to anesthetise myself deep down to keep from getting sucked down into madness and despair. I still miss my chess partners. noone tell them they always wear too lose shirts when they lean over to move their pieces...
Im trying to get used to life without Kim showing up every other day, and its not easy. Im used to bein alone, felt normal. then she showed up, showed me what friends feel like, then back to normal and by myself. had a breakdown within days. Amie tries to be a help, but i get the feeling she's getting sick of me, so ill give up hoping she knows me any better than i do. it got to be so painful being alone ive got to anesthetise myself deep down to keep from getting sucked down into madness and despair. I still miss my chess partners. noone tell them they always wear too lose shirts when they lean over to move their pieces...