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Sep 21, 2005 00:06

I find it amazingly ironic that this morning I put on my ASU shirt without even thinking about it, and now I find out that it's over. All of it, over, just like that.

And there's no way that I could get home to see it on such short notice.

And yes, I feel guilty only thinking of me not being able to see it, but I'm also absolutely devasted that I may never get to see a ton of those people ever again. I definitely won't be seeing my boy at a stage door any time soon. And I won't be seeing the show again. Ever. It just hurts so bad to know that all of those wonderful feelings and memories and hopes and dreams and jokes are ending so swiftly, and that there won't be any more.

This is the first time I've wanted to be home from here. I really wish I was.

Like a river flows,
surely to the sea,
darling so it goes,
some things are meant to be...

asu

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