Aug 20, 2005 01:21
Hey guys, nothin much goin on, Missy's party the 27th. I'm feelin a bit down because nothing at all is going either how it was supposed to or how I want it to. And I can understand that ife isn't fair. And boo-fucking-hoo, but that doesn't mean I'm going to be instantly un-upset. Oh well. Boy do I miss you people. Melissa might be staying because her replacemnt isn't stable and I've heard nothing about my new position. My getting a car is slowly spiralign down the shitter thanks to how long the delay is before my Grandma gets her settlement money. I've been getting barely any sleep lately due to work AND homework, so I fall asleep a lot. Nobody I relaly know is in any of my classes and all the people I thought I knew have change totally, NOT for the better. Not to mention that my favorite coworker got fired because some carroty old bitch called corporate about him saying something off-color and threatened never to eat at a subway again until he was fired. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? And since when do people not know how to fucking deal with it? I'm sorry that I put ONE too many ice cubes in the cup (true). Everyone was pushing my fuckin buttons today and I have no where to turn now because my family doesn't care and everyone I knew well is at NOHS. Fuck. There are so many things I want to say to certain people but can't because I don't want to burn bridges or create awkward moments. Oh well, I'll just lose sleep, it's becoming regular anyway.