I can't seem to get it right today
So after sort of finishing the physics I needed to get done for tuesday (with stellar answers like "hot as balls" in response to being asked to describe in a meaningful manner how hot the sun is) and finishing my Celtic reflection paper (with stories of an irish dancing sister, two brawls with IRA members in Ireland, and plans for a tatoo I never intend on getting) I feel a little better.
But there still lies two major (10 page) research papers. Two Finals and a report for my internship. Considering how hard I"ve been working to get things done, this just looks exhausting. I don't know if it's just the graduating thing, or the stress of 50% of my grades depending on how I do over the course of two weeks while still trying to be a decent boyfriend, friend, son, and sane. I've done ok, but I know thats not really close to good, or where I should be right now. I am really really afraid of this mentality coming back. The last thing in the world that I want right now is being back on medicine.
I did finally get my acceptance letter from UofL now. Not that I needed to be concerned, it is UofL. But that is set now, so I can do whatever I need to do for that. I got invited to the awards ceremony for school, for what I don't know. Besides running, working and class (if I go), those are the only obligations I have this week. Hopefully that means I'll have enough time for the projects and a date or two.
Next wednesday, 9 people will be coming to crash my house in celebration for Derby. I have a final the day after, lol! It should be a lot of fun, and I'm really looking forward to seeing them for the first time in a year. That, I think more than anything is what is carrying me through these last two papers and finals.
I always feel like there is something else I meant to write about. But now I can't remember what it was supposed to be. I don't have any deep insights. I just want to get lots of sleep, curled under my blankets, and not to have a headache for a bit. That would be fantastic. :-)
5.5 days until the marathon, and 10 until people come. I'm so glad that I'm getting to graduate!