Feb 12, 2010 22:04
And, just like that, I'm single. Which of course because of Glee now has me humming Beyonce which is a crime but singing from the rooftops would be in bad taste, and I'm not that thrilled. Happy not to be someones shield, sad that I hurt him and annoyed that the moment it ended I turned into 'that' girl, wondering if I'd just done something really stupid and maybe with some effort (on both our parts) we could have managed but I think thats just breakup talk. Or at least I hope it is. Ah, indecision my old friend-admittedly its the old friend I don't think I can spell but I like to think its an injoke between us.
Oh god, need sleep if above paragraph anything to go by!
:(
ah a lonely death mourned by none,
rl