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[captainkuro]

well it seems nice, new years with family, friends....these times are only important when u have someone u wish to share them with. chrismas just wasnt the same and new years seemed pointless. I keep having these dreams of who i want to spend my time with, and why. everything i do and see seems to lead to the same thing. I believe i am lonely, in a sence that few would understand. I have tons of friends and my best friends couldnt be any better. im a decent student, im athletic and i have natural gifts in tons of things I do and i should be happy. but i hate the feeling i keep getting. And it all keeps leading to the same thing...

im not one to give up and i never will, if any of u think this is like a suicide thing forget about it, id never give up my life...