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As we contemplated the signing of our lease, all we could think of was how exciting it would be to move. Maya and I of course wanted to move into our new apartment as soon as possible. To put it bluntly, we are moving SOONER than as soon as possible...
I got a letter in the mail from school today- The cover read, "The guide to your future." I laughed at the thought of recieving a letter that would really infact, guide me into the future. Instead, I realized that The only guide I have is myself. Sure my friends and family are there but it scares me everytime I step back and take a look at how much input I have in creating what will be my destiny. I'm not in high school anymore. My parents aren't going to be able to catch everytime I fall as they have been for the past 18 years. I'm responsible for everything; Funny how "everything" Begins tomorrow.
Tomorrow, Maya<3 and I are moving to our first apartment. Of course I'm excited but then again at the same time, I'm scared. As Maya and I contemplated when our lease would begin, we forgot to take into account the things we would be leaving behind.
None of my friends have really left for college yet and I can't help but feel as if I'm leaving them behind.
I'm going to miss everything; The Summer, friends, new friends, the smell of bonfires on my clothes 24 hours after the fact, obsene phonecalls in the midst of the nights. I'm going to miss my brother imitating my dogs as if they have an alter-ego. I'll especially miss the reuniting of friends which has made the end of my summer all the more worth it. Hell, I guess I'm sentimental enough to admit that I'll miss good 'ol Geneva NY.
With the exception of Brook St. Detours, I'm going to miss everything.
Good luck everyone! I wish you the best =)
I got a letter in the mail from school today- The cover read, "The guide to your future." I laughed at the thought of recieving a letter that would really infact, guide me into the future. Instead, I realized that The only guide I have is myself. Sure my friends and family are there but it scares me everytime I step back and take a look at how much input I have in creating what will be my destiny. I'm not in high school anymore. My parents aren't going to be able to catch everytime I fall as they have been for the past 18 years. I'm responsible for everything; Funny how "everything" Begins tomorrow.
Tomorrow, Maya<3 and I are moving to our first apartment. Of course I'm excited but then again at the same time, I'm scared. As Maya and I contemplated when our lease would begin, we forgot to take into account the things we would be leaving behind.
None of my friends have really left for college yet and I can't help but feel as if I'm leaving them behind.
I'm going to miss everything; The Summer, friends, new friends, the smell of bonfires on my clothes 24 hours after the fact, obsene phonecalls in the midst of the nights. I'm going to miss my brother imitating my dogs as if they have an alter-ego. I'll especially miss the reuniting of friends which has made the end of my summer all the more worth it. Hell, I guess I'm sentimental enough to admit that I'll miss good 'ol Geneva NY.
With the exception of Brook St. Detours, I'm going to miss everything.
Good luck everyone! I wish you the best =)