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[captainkirk66]

oh k well i was going to get into a fight today and jake and nate were walking with me to find the chic and sarah told mom that i was going to get into a fight and yeah she wouldnt let me finish finding her and she made preston walk me to the bus and so i just sat with him and it was the first time weve talked since we broke up and it was a great conversation we were talking about all the old times and ever since then i havent been able to get him off my mind its bad but i dont know what too do im still in love with him and i was telling him that when we were talking and we were flirting and all that and i was hugging him and i dont know what too do because brandon is going to ask me out and im not going to know what too say i cant leave him for preston again he already told me and promised me that he wouldnt do what preston did too me but i dont know anymore i love preston with everything that i have and i just dont know anymore i even dream about him again its horrible i just i dont know what too do.

what do i do ?