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I love how I have a 10-12 page paper due in three days on Tuesday and I've literally done nothing for it. It's really horrible. The most amount of work I've done on it was getting seven books to use as sources. And I made a title page. But I can't bring myself to actually start writing the paper. Tomorrow afternoon is gonna absolutely blow. It's gonna be all nice, sunny and warm at like 75 degrees and I won't be able to do anything since I'm gonna have to write this paper. Though I'm aiming to try and write the entire paper by the end of tomorrow, cause Monday is gonna be absolutely off the charts weather wise, up to 83 degrees and I'm gonna hope someone wants to do something that afternoon once my classes are done cause I am not gonna want to be sitting in my room on my ass like I normally would on a Monday afternoon.
But yeah, I find myself constantly distracted when I'm trying to write this paper. First I started getting ready to write it, and then I decided I'd much rather play Xenosaga Episode III. Where I found out I hate Shion now with an absolute passion. I mean, she's an absolute bitch in this game. I cannot believe how much she bitches out Miyuki on everything. Anytime something goes wrong Shion immediately places all the blame on Miyuki. It's retarded. I got to the point where I don't even put Shion in the battle party anymore. I'd rather put frakking MOMO in and I never liked MOMO in any of the previous games. And then I finally got back to getting ready to write when I realized it was like 3:30 and Larissa texted me saying the acts for Globalpalooza were going on sooner and I wanted to go see them do Soran Bushi again because it was seriously jaw-droppingly awesome last time and I wanted to go be a supportive friend and all that. So I dropped what I was doing and went over to the Student Center and watched the different acts the clubs were putting on. Yet again, Soran Bushi was amazing. I almost liked it better this time since there were only a handful of people doing it, so it was a little more....personal...or something. Larissa rocked in it, so I was glad I went!
So here I am, yet again getting ready to write some of this paper, and I find myself making a LJ entry. I just really hope I manage to write this paper by tomorrow evening. Cause I refuse to write any on Monday.
Finally, I found a quote that I'm not sure where it is in Sandman, but it's from it. It's an...interesting quote...to say the least. Regardless:
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
EDIT: Found it. It's in issue 65. Rose Walker delivers it in a rather bizarre monologue to Desire after having her heart-broken by someone she fell in love with.
But yeah, I find myself constantly distracted when I'm trying to write this paper. First I started getting ready to write it, and then I decided I'd much rather play Xenosaga Episode III. Where I found out I hate Shion now with an absolute passion. I mean, she's an absolute bitch in this game. I cannot believe how much she bitches out Miyuki on everything. Anytime something goes wrong Shion immediately places all the blame on Miyuki. It's retarded. I got to the point where I don't even put Shion in the battle party anymore. I'd rather put frakking MOMO in and I never liked MOMO in any of the previous games. And then I finally got back to getting ready to write when I realized it was like 3:30 and Larissa texted me saying the acts for Globalpalooza were going on sooner and I wanted to go see them do Soran Bushi again because it was seriously jaw-droppingly awesome last time and I wanted to go be a supportive friend and all that. So I dropped what I was doing and went over to the Student Center and watched the different acts the clubs were putting on. Yet again, Soran Bushi was amazing. I almost liked it better this time since there were only a handful of people doing it, so it was a little more....personal...or something. Larissa rocked in it, so I was glad I went!
So here I am, yet again getting ready to write some of this paper, and I find myself making a LJ entry. I just really hope I manage to write this paper by tomorrow evening. Cause I refuse to write any on Monday.
Finally, I found a quote that I'm not sure where it is in Sandman, but it's from it. It's an...interesting quote...to say the least. Regardless:
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
EDIT: Found it. It's in issue 65. Rose Walker delivers it in a rather bizarre monologue to Desire after having her heart-broken by someone she fell in love with.